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Thursday, February 22nd, 2001
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7:35 pm
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So I got in this car accident.. last Friday. This guy rear ends me while I'm at a complete stop. Completely his fault. So I had this visions of grandeur implanted by the other drivers insurance company that they would completely restore my car. Now I realize that it was all a ruse to get me to sigh the medical waiver. So.. now..they tell me they are going to have to total my car. *sigh* Do you know how hard it is the find a VW convertible rabbit? I was lucky I found it the first time. And now I have to find it for less then 1300.00 . good luck to me.
You ever feel like you just hate everyone? You get so disgusted in with human kind in general it makes you sick? So I have locked myself up all day in the house refusing to speak to the outside world. What does that bumper sticker say "Mean People suck"? Are we so into yourselves that we feel that we have to screw over everyone just to do our jobs better. Well I guess I can understand that somewhat .. being an ex-retailer. Sure that looks great on you Bah! Maybe it's just my karma.
Okay I whined enough. No I haven't! I really want to hire a terrorist to bomb a certain insurance agency's headquarters in the middle of the night.
current mood: irate current music: Ani DiFranco -Napoleon
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| Wednesday, February 21st, 2001
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7:17 pm - The First Venture
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So I was playing around on the net and came upon some ones personal page and saw that they had an on-line journal. Well of course I was compelled to click the link. It's almost like the feeling one gets when the pass a car accident. They know they shouldn't look.. and they drive by slowly due to traffic and they keep their head frigidly for ward. saying to yourself.. I will not look .. I refuse to look. I will not sink to the low of rubbernecking.. like all those I make fun of and yell at in my car because I know that's why traffic is really moving so slowly And then when you think you have your integrity intact.. you look. And of course you automatically feel guilty. Although I came to the rationalization that people do want me to look.. or why would they post. And why would some one want to post their most personally thoughts to complete strangers? Is it because it's just one vast void? Maybe it's a form of ..what's the word.. voyeurism?
Well I guess I should just see where this all takes me. I'm at an interesting new point in my life. I started a new business in a field I have never really worked before. I've moved.. I've cut some ties with my past.. looking forward to new possibilities.
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